don't leave me like she did

crisis

i don't want to feel this way anymore

all i see is terror within your eyes

oblivion

difficult to control

you only matter when people need you

drowning

2851333473

never existed

you just made everything worse

rumination

good things rarely last long enough

leave devastation in my wake

rasauq

uncertainty

altered state of mania

i hate you

promise you'll come back

2am distress signal

2206

hallucinogen

mental entrapment

unwanted antagonism, but i'll always be here

system-100

nobody understands me

mentally deteriorating

ctrlmania - crisis

1999

numbers from the internet

dependent personality disorder

kiss me until we die together on top of a building

don’t leave me like she did

severance

i don’t want to feel this way anymore

all i see is terror with your eyes

4/20 6TRANCE MIX

4/20 6TRANCE MIX (2025)

ctrlmania - rumination

promise you’ll come back

ctrlmania - hallucinogen

fraudulent love

i'm so sad i could die

check in on your loved ones

646f776e706c6179 (FULL EP STREAM)

ctrlmania - drowning

ctrlmania - good things rarely last long enough